To my faithful readers,

I love you guys!

Seriously, I want to thank everyone for their words of encouragement and support. I have received several emails, comments and phone calls from people checking up on me to see if I am ok and making sure that I am not about to snap. I really appreciate it all. It means so much to me. THANK YOU.

So a few updates:
Yesterday was a pretty crazy day at work. We had a meeting early in the morning and had a mock disaster situation. We had to act like we were at work just like normal and then we had a "bomb threat." Our manager, acting like the villan, walked in and handed me a not saying there was a bomb and we had 15 mintues to get out. Ok, so this was all just a test and I knew that but once she handed me that note, I kinda froze. I thought to myself, "what if this was real? what if there REALLY was a bomb in the building?" It was kinda creppy. I handled it smoothly and took the note to my supervisor. We then followed the evacuation process, closed the branch and walked to the meeting place.

It was kind of a strange experience. I didn't think I would really think about it much but I did. I thought a lot about what I would do and what would really happen. I thought we all remained calm and did a good job, however, I know in real life it would be way worse. My manager says that when she handed me the note I looked at it and said, "oh shit." I don't think I did but I know if it was real I would probably would have! It was a crazy.

Next thing that made my day interesting is that I tried to quit my job. I finally worked up enough courage to go talk to my manager and put in my two week notice. I tried to use the "I am scared of bomb theats" reason :) but in the end I eventually told her I was just burnt out and needed a change in my life. I told her I was not happy with where I was at and it was affecting all parts of my life. She did what I didn't want her to do. She asked me to stay and told me that they would adjust my schedule so I would work more full days to get my hours and have extra full days off. It was a nice thought that I could get all my hours in a few days instead of spreading it out during the entire week and having to come in everyday for just a few hours. I thought about it all night and talked to Shelly, my babysitter, and she helped put things into perspective. I talk to Nate about it last night too and I think I am just going to tell her, thanks but no thanks. It was really nice that she was willing to work with my schedule but that doesn't take away the fact that I am unhappy at work. So we will see how it goes on Monday when I tell her.

Things are good with Nate. He has had a really good week at work with the tips. Things are much better when he is bringing home 1oo bucks or more a night. No news with the NLV job yet but keep your fingers crossed.

Zoee is good. She is getting so fun and I just want to hug and squeeze her cause she is so cute. She is changing everyday and has learned a lot in the last couple weeks. She is so cute.

Thank you all again for your help with everything. I have great great friends!!