Today was another day.

Today was another one of those days. I think I am just in a funk. I am not sure why. Today was better and had some good things about the day but I still felt a little off and not like myself.

I slept till 9:30, it was really nice. Nate and I got up and went and played Black Jack at the Klondike. We allow ourselves 10 or 20 bucks every few months to gamble. I know it's wrong but because I am a professional justifier, I think it is ok. I didn't know what I was doing because I never play the table games. I am sure I looked stupid but I just pretended to know what I was doing and had fun.

After that we went to Taco Bell. This is one of my favorite places to eat but it did not set well with me today because I got a really bad stomach ache about 20 minutes after we left. We went to Costco to pick up some wedding pictures and it hit me. I spent most of the time in the bathroom with rumbly butt, as the Garrards call it. It was awful.

I got my hair cut today and it turned out ok. I went to the girl one other time and she does a good job. I really wanted to get it colored so I talked to her about it last time and actually scheduled an appointment but had to cancel so after my appointment today I was going to schedule for this Saturday but then I asked how much it was going to be. She told me it would be 180 dollars!! Are you kidding me!? Who can afford that!? I am not going to pay that much money to have my hair colored! That is stupid.

I went shopping after my trip to the salon and I just wasn't in the mood. I was waiting to go because you know how you feel so much better after your hair is cut and done so I was thinking this would be a good time to shop but I was pretty unsuccessful but I did find a few shirts and a pair of capris. I hate hate hate clothes shopping!

So after I was done shopping I kinda just drove around. I didn't want to go home but I didn't know what else to do. I stopped at a sandwich place to eat there but once I got in nothing sounded good so I left. I ended up going to Jasons Deli because it is my favorite. I got a salad bar and a half of my favorite sandwich. The girl checking me out said to me, "you come here alot." I said, "yes, this is one of my favorite places to eat." I didn't know if I should be bugged or impressed that she remembers me. My salad was delicious because they have artichokes and I love artichokes. I enjoyed eating by myself but still felt a little lost and unsure of what to do.

I went to Home Depot after that and bought some paint to paint Zoee's room. I need something to do these next few days while Zoee and Nate are both gone. (He went camping with some friends and won't be back till Friday) I will post some pictures of her room when I get it done and when Nate gets home cause he has the camera.

I am going to go to bed. I am tired and in a melancholy mood. I don't like these moods.