Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Today is the day...

that our life could change forever. Today is the review board with NLVPD. We were told that if Nate is chosen then we will get a call sometime tonight. I am so nervous I can't stand it. I have moments when I feel like he will get it but I also have moments when I feel like he won't. I really pray that he gets it. If he doesn't get it then we are back to the beginning and he will have to start completely over. I hope this entire last year of waiting won't be for nothing and we will get a call tonight.

We are still pretty sick. I really thought I was going to die yesterday. I don't think I have ever been that sick in my life. Maybe it just felt like it because I am already so uncomfortable being pregnant and all. Nate got home last night and he was freezing and was all bundled up and I was so hot and sweaty and was laying in front of the fan. It was quite the sight I am sure. I got up this morning at 7:30 because sleep was not happening. I did feel better and thought that I could get some stuff done but then I realized that just because I feel a little better doesn't mean I should over do it. I decided to just take one more day and relax and then I would try to finish up the things I want to get done before Gus comes.

I go to the doctor tomorrow and I am really hoping that he will tell me that I am dilating. I want to be somewhat dilated when I go in on Sunday. If not, I think we have a long delivery road ahead of us.

I will keep you posted on NLV. They said they would be making calls pretty late into the night so I am not sure how late that could be. Keep your fingers crossed!!

6 comments:

Lacie said...

YEAH! i already have anything that is crossable crossed for my dad, so I will throw nathan in there too!!

Unknown said...

Oh, I so hope that he gets in. I wish the best of luck. And I am so excited about you being so close to having your baby. I was actually just thinking this morning how fun and exciting labor is (minus the pain and exhaustion), but to go through all that and then too see there little face and finally hold them...just amazing. Keep us posted!!

Beth said...

The anticipation for the job and Gus is almost too much! I don't care what time it is before you hear anything,let us know!

Jerolyn said...

did you hear yet!!!! it's 11:06??

Stac said...

Nope, we haven't heard yet. damn.

Tyler said...

I wanna know either way. If ya don't want to blog send an email!!! I am DYING to know!!!!!